Conflicted

                       

I have such mixed feelings right now. Alex is trying to hard to make things work in terms of my photography, but it's hard! I feel so happy and comfortable just doing the occasional wedding, it would be so hard to get back in the war lifestyle. Especially with Simon here, I have to be more committed to having a family life, and not just running off to the other side of the world whenever the opportunity arises. It's just not fair on the kids! I don't know why Alex is so keen for me to get back into it. Besides, my work is never properly appreciated anyway - it's an art! No one understands...